My biggest enemy is not my self anymore. Now its the universe. How am i supposed to fight the universe? Its kinda non sense. I dont want to get a life. Life is hard and sucks. Please, just let me. I'll just let everyone happy without me and affected by my negativity. 

I'll remember today. When everyone push me away and let me down. Yes. Everyone. From strangers to family. And including the universe. I'll let you screw me. I wont fight. Since nothing worth my fight and its Useless